Growing Pains

[Pants & Shirt- Forever21; Hat- stolen from my mom; Shoes- Casadei]

I’m growing and the process is a beautiful agony. Here are a few of the many things that are eating at my mind and my heart:

  • Why the fuck am I still hurting over a breakup that happened 4 months ago?
  • I’m obsessed with Lana Del Rey.
  • Being beautiful will only get you so far in life.. if you are lucky ambition and personality will carry you the rest of the way.
  • Oh, and what’s defined as beautiful really does lie in the eye of the beholder. This phenomenea is still one I’m trying to understand.
  • Am I beautiful?
  • I’ve had a crush on a guy for the past 2+ years and we have never even lived in the same city. Is this even normal?
  • I used to believe I was a free spirit. Lately, I feel like I’m suffocating from too much freedom.
  • I want my hair to be long again. Pronto.