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Sunday’s Secrets: Darkness

neon sign night time street style photography dante digital vic styles

neon sign night time street style photography dante digital vic styles

neon sign night time street style photography dante digital vic styles

neon sign night time street style photography dante digital vic styles

neon sign night time street style photography dante digital vic styles

 

 

Hello Lovers,

I was once asked if transparency comes easy to me. In the moment I quickly responded yes. Today my lips quiver as I struggle to say no. I have not written in days. I haven’t blogged in weeks (aside from bullshitting in order to meet sponsored deadlines). I don’t know what is real anymore, so being transparent is impossible. Love and friendship are words I covet. Allowing people into my life means I carve out spaces in my heart for them to reside. When they move out I am left with an insatiable hole that takes longer to heal than it did to dig. I’m not ready to share with the world what’s been going on with me, but I will tell you what I have learned in the past weeks:

  • Sadness is a very real emotion. So often we try to sweep it away, but it is a mountain that can not be hidden. Let yourself feel it. Having emotions is part of the human experience. It is OKAY to feel.
  • People will awaken storms inside of you and then move to another climate once yours becomes unbearable. Let them go. They will learn that it rains everywhere.
  • Crying can be physically painful. My body has never ached the way it did 9 days ago.
  • The heart is a muscle. In order for it to get stronger you have to work it to the point of numbness…then you build it back up.
  • Being in love and losing love is the most expensive fucking thing for a creative person. When our heart stops working we stop working.
  • Sometimes nothing makes sense.

 

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